Dusreanchim kallzam jikhtana......

Dusreanchim kallzam jikhtana…

John M. Alfonso



Sarita, polle ami vhoddlea zatichim. Tuje borobor xiktat tim sokoilea zatinchim. Tanchim ixttagot amkam naka. Tujea vorgant konnui amche zatichim asat zalear tanchim ixttagot dhor. Amkam dusreanchem naka.” Ti avoy Saritak xittkaitali. “Mummy, mhojim classmates tim. Ekach bankar bospi ami.” Kolejik vochpi Sarita uloilem. Ekach Devachi rochnam ami punn pavlam konnkonni vegllochar disun yeta. Monis mon’xachem boreponn polleunk kallzachem dolle kudd’dde korun kuddichea dolleamni polleta. Dusreamni kitem-i borem korum. Boreanchi thoknnay korchi soddun diun vaittakhatir dusreank bottam dakhoita. Osle poristhitint monis revddololo astana, to dusreanchea kallzamni zago gheunk xokona.

Monis, monxacho ixtt zaunk sabar toren aple yotn chalu dovorta. Punn hea ixttagoticho orth aplea faski pormannem gheta ani chintop pasun moryadit dovorta. Hacho porinnam’ urfattoch zata ani mon’xan dusreanche ixtt zaunk kel’le yotn dusman zaun somptat. Ho dekhavo polleunk sud’dam boro disona. Dusreamni apnnak zai toxem vagchem ani toso dusro vagna zalear dusream vixim aslele tache sombond khinnabhitor tutt’ttat. Osle sombond poristhiti purte ani oporipokv (immatured). Oslea sombondachi amkam khorich goroz asa?
Mhoje borobor jiyetolo, dusro mhaka konn? Oslo prosn ami amkanch vicharlear faideak poddpacho. Dusrea vixim amchem nhoikari chintop kitlem meren sombondachim follam dita tem gorjechem. Khorem mhollear aiz “mon’xak dusreamni manun ghevop” hem monis manun gheta ani “favo nhoi tosle arop ghatle zalear” monis dves korta. Dusreanchi tokhnnay korchi sonskrutay ttikechea sonskrutaye von sombondak upkarachi tharta. Jivitachi sonskrutay mornnachea sonskrutayevon bollixtt. Mon’xan dusrea mon’xam vixim ucharlolem nhoikari mot soglleanchea kallzamni khol rig gheta.

Dor eka monxak hanvponn (self-esteem) asta. Aplea jivitachi bori protima (image) samballpache monis aple porim yotn choloita. Tachea ostitvacher (identity) dusro hol’lo korta ten’na to khovdoll’llea porim zata. Hi tachi vagnnuk soimbich. Punn te vagnnukentlean kosli kriya (action) zata ti gorjechi. Choddxe favtti ami monis amche vagnnukecho samball korche khatir zai ani naka tosle purave manddtat ani poristhiti purtem somadhan korun ghetat. Mhonnttoch monis dusreank lagun kosoi vagta. Eklean ek arop ghatlear dusro dusreanchea veoktimotvacher (personality) hol’leancher hol’le korta ani xevottacho nikal koso sombond pisddun bosta.

Aiz amche modem tit for tat vrut’ti apli man voir kaddun polleta. Konnuch aplo arop fattim gheunk on’mon’tat. Osle poristhitint ami sombondik nodren koxim lagim sorteleat? Amchem hanvponn, amchi protima amkam soglleank gorjechi hem hanv man’tam. Hacher upay mhonnun ami koslim-i pavlam ubarun tanchem rakhonn korchem? Tuvem mhaka vaitt utram sovlim, hanvem-i tuka tech mapan portun dilem hacher hanv sohomot na. Osli vrut’ti ami dor eklean dhorli zalear ami ektthaim yeun vo somudayik ritin kainch korunk xokche nant. Somuday koxe zomat gheunk zata. Zomatint don -tin ulovpam zalim hantuntlean amche sombond vaddunk xoktat kai? Na!

Tor mogacheamno, dusro amcher vikh onkhta ten’na ami taka mog dium ia. Aiz osli vrut’ti apnnavpi sabar asat. Punn sonvsarant tankam favo titlo man na. Tannim he vrut’tintlean dusreanchim kallzam jikhun ghetloleacheo sabar dekhi asat. Ami-i tit for tat vrut’ti soddun diun mhollear he vrut’tiche mull sodun kaddun humttaun uddoun, ragak mog divpachi vrut’ti apnnaun, dusreanchim kallzam jikhpachem yotn amche koddlean zal’le zalear borem dispachem.